“Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favour to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].” Hebrews 4:16 AMPC
Whatever help you need right now, run to Jesus!! If you need forgiveness you can go straight to Him, you don’t have to wait till you feel worthy, you never will, but He can deal with your guilt and shame in an instant. Instead of beating yourself up, get yourself up to His throne of mercy right now! He’s paid the price for your sin and wants to set you free! You are not a failure in His eyes and In Him you will find all the help that you need 🙏🏼